I know it seems like forever since I have posted.  I guess I can only explain this by saying I have felt numbness with mountains falling on top of me.  I am not doing as well as I want to be doing.  This is because I feel I have failed so much spiritually.  To numb the pain, a beer here and there has seemed to help at that moment.  My soul and conviction is roaring over my decision to to self medicate with a beer. 

As far as the rape trial, it's still ongoing and seems it will be forever until closure.

God bless you all, and keep you in my prayers.

Perhaps my next post will be more lively.